so i saw an opel(vauxhall) meriva today. did not know it had suicide doors

Well I work in a car wash and I didn’t knew that too, one day a Meriva drove in, I was talking to my friend and with my hands I was just searching the handle to open it, it took me 1 minute of searching, then I took a look at it and saw it is suicide door. I felt so ashamed then…